Rosalinda Ayak Mor

Suddenly i'm in the middle of a family saga. Tears, frustration, anger, stupidity all interwined into a large big dirty ball. Like a drama straight out from the Spanish telenovela. What a way to celebrate my birthday! T_T

Everyday i need to constantly remind myself that:-

MY WORLD DOESN'T RESOLVE AROUND MY WORK.

THERE IS MORE TO LIFE THAN MY WORK.

Jo, repeat this five times a day. Gosh, i need to put a London scenery wallpaper on my desktop.

Harpo

It is five minutes more to 12 am on a Friday night. Soon it will be my birthday. 25 years of living in this world. What have i achieved? What are my regrets? I thought maybe if i wake up at 7am tomorrow morning, I would become a matured person. Confident woman. Taking life positively. Storming through difficulties with guts. I guess it couldn't just grow overnight. So when is the starting point? Like a chart that shows the exact time and place. When will i look at my life and smile?

I wish i can be a normal person and just celebrate it with a birthday cake and parties with friends. But inside my heart and mind, insecurities and uncertainties lurking inside like an evil shadow.

Nevertheless, it is still a memorable journey. The journey of self discovery. I had a feeling that this is going to take a lifetime to find out.

Fake

Found this on a website. The website warn against scam and fake ID and passport. Well if you look carefully........

Does this man looks like a Kelantanese? Does he like to eat Budu? Hahhahaha! Even the IC and birth date is not the same. T_T

This was the most hilarious fake IC i have ever seen. One look at it and you know it's crap. Putatan hand been changed to Putatata.

KOLU KIKINBALU?!! HAHAHA! Like the words you found on Korean/Japanese made stationary. Kukumalu or something.

And since when KK is in Kepong?

Actually, i've been receiving a lot of e-mail saying that he was from Nigeria, his father has left some fortune bla bla bla. Beware guys.........

The not so secret project

The Sink Below

The Kitchen

There's still a lot of things to do. Some finishing touches here and there. Ganbatte!

Karma

I'm glowing with happiness today.


I helped a guy from Germany who seem to be lost. I sent him to where he actually wanted to go.


My car was a bit small for him.


I hope the British are friendly too. Because I, for sure, will be wandering around London with a map and trying hard to figure which tube to take.

Worst decision ever.

One of the worst decision i have ever made:



To offer my FREEDOM to PTPTN in exchange of MONEY.


They are just like some loan sharks except that they are legal in every way.


It's a never ending story of paying the debt.


The kos pentadbiran itself is RM56.88 every month.


RM682.56 every year. When you pay RM200, you only pay RM150+- for the ACTUAL loan you've taken.



I was a student at that time. I didn't know a lot about financial management. I didn't know a lot about debt. So today, at this moment. I'm going to make a decision as an adult. A working matured adult.