It is five minutes more to 12 am on a Friday night. Soon it will be my birthday. 25 years of living in this world. What have i achieved? What are my regrets? I thought maybe if i wake up at 7am tomorrow morning, I would become a matured person. Confident woman. Taking life positively. Storming through difficulties with guts. I guess it couldn't just grow overnight. So when is the starting point? Like a chart that shows the exact time and place. When will i look at my life and smile?
I wish i can be a normal person and just celebrate it with a birthday cake and parties with friends. But inside my heart and mind, insecurities and uncertainties lurking inside like an evil shadow.
Nevertheless, it is still a memorable journey. The journey of self discovery. I had a feeling that this is going to take a lifetime to find out.
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