After many years of living in isolation, being a loner is one of the most satisfying feeling of all. Human interactions are so complicated, i fear my fragile heart would break into pieces. I succumb into the tranquility of my own mind, in my own world.
But to find friendship in an unlikely places is a whole new experience for me. I must admit that it is quite terrifying. I do not know how far i should proceed into the unknown world of friendship or how my heart should react to it. I have tried to run away for many times but my heart is melted by their kindness. To give and expect nothing in return is the ultimate act of well.... selflessness. Sometimes i do wonder if i have gone too far because this is not the path i wish to continue......But people always say savor this moment and forget about tomorrow. I'm sure someday i will remember these beautiful memories with laughter as well as tears in my eyes.
I fear that the moment has come for us to finally say goodbye. We will not know what lies ahead, whether this friendship will stood the test of time or we will just be strangers again. My vulnerable heart should not walk through this path again. This experience has been sufficient enough for me to lock down my heart once again. Never to be open. Never to be discovered.
Being a villain has it advantages, no one can break your heart nor do you care what other people think or feel. That's the way it is. That's the way it should be.
Cold hearted. Loner. Dark.
Oh my black black heart.
Let's be friends again.
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